there are so many animals in zoo of life.

Monday, May 22, 2006

What do you get when you fall in love?
A guy with a pin to burst your bubble
That's what you get for all your trouble
I'll never fall in love again

What do you get when you kiss a girl
You get enough germs to catch pneumonia
After you do, she'll never phone you
I'll never fall in love again

Don't tell me what it's all about
Because I've been there and I'm glad I'm out
Out of those chains those chains that bind you
That is why I'm here to remind you

What do you get when you give your heart
You get it all broken up and battered
That's what you get, a heart that's shattered
I'll never fall in love again

What do you get when you fall in love?
You only get lies and pain and sorrow
So for at least until tomorrow
I'll never fall in love again


I'll never fall in love again
by.. Elvia Costello

Monday, May 15, 2006

Redang the isle



Manyak syok ooOO... 11 may - 14 may.. we are the vacation crasher!! we were and always be together for any vacation to crash in until no money left!.. yey.. i lav you guys.. forever and always... board meeting will commence shortly for next vacation..

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Song Addiction :

hmmm.. aku dah layan lagu ni plak. Psl kan member zack's Yazy nyer friendster page dia pegi letak lagu ni. Aku ingatkan kawan2 dia je yg terpengaruh.. last last aku gak kena.. so ape lagi... layan je laaaaaaaa.



I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
and still I have the pain I have to carry
a past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

after all this time
I never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
only in hopes of dreaming
that everything would be like is was before
but nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
they disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

after all this time
I never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when I let you go

after all this time
would you ever wanna leave it
maybe you could not believe it
that my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you will ever know
a part of me died when I let you go
and I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me dies when I let you go

Monday, May 01, 2006

SUDAH
Ahmad Band

Dinda...
Semua berakhir sudah
Sgala rasa yang tlah tertuang
Semua jadi kenangan
Manis mungkin hanyut berdua
Di dalam kekosongan mata hati ini

Tak satupun yang kusesali
Malahan semua...
Hiasi hidup ...
Mungkin setitik perih yang ada
Mendewasakan aku dan kamu...

Dinda....
Jangan sesali ini
Kamu masih cantik seperti dulu
Saat pertama kali kita jumpa

Oo..Dinda
Semua Berakhir sudah
Mestinya semua terangkum
Dan

Tak satupun yang kusesali
Malahan semua warnai hidup
Mungkin duri yang pernah tertancap
Mendewasakan aku dan kamu

(kata-kata...)

Agar terus semangat
Melawan badai

Untuk terus tabah
Melawan badai

Saturday, April 29, 2006

Bagan Lalang madness.

Nothing beats a good laugh, good companion and good food!. Today the committee involved.. fadil n amal, nazman, edan, fariz,afan n girl, zairy, michi and me.. zack was out with his AIM work, while jazz is in Ipoh. The seafood wasn't at their best taste since my last trip with those guys 3 years ago probably a lot of people today... sadly no lala..damn. i'm still full now.. after 4 hours of my last nasi tambah with sotong tepung cicah sambal ikan pari.. waaaaa..dengar pon dah best.. hahaha. And as usually everyone was under Seafood Transmitted Disease Syndrome afterward. Laugh all u can eat!. hahaaaha. well i miss myself again. Gudnitezzzzzz

Thursday, April 27, 2006

When the problem is me.


The Prince and The Pauper. Very much my life as far as it goes. Unexplained it may seem, will unfold for eyes to see. For mind to feed and for heart to heed. Just in time the character will build in life so as in guild. Since the air rushed into my body, cage was all I see though moving was no boundry. Invinsible it may appear, as apparent eyes may all fool to seer. Nobody knows how long it would take, across three decades it must be at stake. Why should it be so long to break, the spell I am in must be God's Great.Two lives mirrors in line, spiritual illumination can only sees one. Desire command their destiny they said, into the world where all are fakes. The one you are may stand tall and rise, nothing much then honour and prize. The one you are may run and wild, nothing much then dust and piles. So much for the rhymes and styles, i am so sleepy i'll comeback in a little while.

yup.. to much for everything to hold alone in the heart and mind. Good therapy. Fuuuuuuuuuunnnnnn. Yeah.. die catalan bas***d! hahhaha.. Faking F***ing Puyol. Now you all know why.. we Real Madridsta hate Barca. El Classico! Bring it on. On 17th May 2006
all Madridsta will be behind Arsenal. Go and kill em you Gunners.

waaa.. can i get wish list too... hahaha yey! 200 GB Harddisk, Clarks leather shoes, Flat screen 29" SONY TV, Samsung HandPhone the new one i saw with zack on tv tonite, a lot of new jeans, black Honda Integra 2005 (not EVO 7 for this moment) and Farah Fauzana wrap in all the packages......yey! gosh ...i already have it all with me now.. Blogging is a miracle!...ahahaha..yey!

sekali lagi aku nak cakap.
the best inspiration to write is either when you are depressed or filled with angst.
ada orang cakap benda tu kat aku,
betul.

anywayssss.. tiba tiba aku nak letak wishlist aku kat sini... saje je takde benda lain nak letak. in no particular order.
  1. 1997 subaru forester
  2. a plane ticket to either the states or europe for holiday
  3. a digital slr, either a canon eos 350d or the d70s with the at least two lens kits.
  4. a pair of football boots. maybe the vapor mercurial or just a classic copa mondial.
  5. arsenal to win the champions league. die catalan fuckers.
  6. hmmm....
eh... see.. aku tatau apa aku nak lagi.

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

I don;t know how Max Erhmann compiled a life long experience in such a few paragraphs. He, I assume some German thinker, did a remarkable summary of what i should know for my present and future life. The moment i finish every single sentences.. it open my sensibility of life is all about. Should be great for a lone soul wandering around hopelessly. What kind of 'chicken-soup' is this?. He put every motivational books, every seminars, every therapy treatment, every rehabilitation.... in the world all together in his short words... everytime i read it, it seems that the life around me closed, static, and appear a scene where i sit on a small boulder reading it..beside a waterfall.. with green leaves.. serenity.. well. that is the imaginary part. There is something when i sense that i'm safe. when i could only remember that his words is like when my mother is reading a book to me..the sense of security and pure love.,honesty, it is the feeling that is missing during my childhood days.

DESIDERATA

Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender
be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to others,
even the dull and the ignorant;
they too have their story.

Avoid loud and aggressive persons,
they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others,
you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.

Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs;
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself.
Especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment
it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline,
be gentle with yourself.

You are a child of the universe,
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God,
whatever you conceive Him to be,
and whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.

With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful.
Strive to be happy.

Max Ehrmann, Desiderata, Copyright 1952.